im so stress...

mornin.. today im so early arrived office... im the one open da doors everythin.. usually im da last coming to da office.. always late.. :) hhehehe.. last nite i cant slep well.. lot of thingz cross my mind.. sudenly everythin gonna be change. all dis things make me scared.. feelin want to cry.. actually im criyin oredy last nite..
hmm.. before dis evrthin work as i plan.. my life so smooth.. i have my work.. i have gud officemate here.. i have gud apartment.. i have my paris hilton room.. i have a nice2 bed.. i enjoy my work... i luv my work here eventho da salary not dat gud but i like working here coz i like doing marketing. i can dress up cantik2.. wearing nice2 clothes.. meet-up with lot lot of guys n sometime give me chances to flirt i think.. :P and da most important i enjoy my work here most da time.. most da things work properly for me. work as i wish... but i think not anymore after dis... sudenly evrythin gonna be chaged. im not in my comfort zone anymore. not anymore! all dis make me scared.. help me... what shud i do? what'z gonna be happen to me? sudenly i wish i can turn back. im so scared now.. help me... i hope my dad have backup plan for me.. honestly when my dad tell me about whats goin on yesterday... i fell so mad! im agry with him.. sudenly in start to blame him.... but after sometime i realize.. by blaming him nothin can change.. what shud i do now is come out with my new plan.. lets me think 1st..

hmmm k la.. after dis i need to go nilai.. do audit there.. i want to take my bfast 1st....