some of new pict!

today is monday..

gud mornin.... waa.... quiet lame i dun membebel in my blog ya... =P what to do.. bz la... if before dis , everyday i can update my blog but not now... since i work with my uncle n my dad.. perhh... everyday hve work... i need to do dat.. i need to do dis... go there, go here.... mmg pnat.. like last week.. da whole week m bz.. i think everyday i go back late... sometimes they call me workaholic oredy... do i? hahahahah... almaklum la... some1 yg pemalas like me... sudenly can change bcome sooooOOOO rajin especially comes to work.. amazing rite? i also nver thot im gonna change like dis... maybe boz now i doin my famly bisness.. ye la.. if i rajin... da more project i get n da more money i get.. plus my bosses now ( my dad n uncle) not dat kedekut with me... da more i work da more i can shop later on.. kuikuikui.....

But sometimes... i feel so stress also... its like i dun have anylife at all... if before dis i can always lepak with my fwenz.... ( FWENz ke??? =P) but not now... i think since i work here... i dun lepak lg with them... bz la.... sory fwenz.... most da tym im with my work or my dad discuss about work... like drama oredy sometym.. ye la... everytym i met my dad... talk abt work work n work je... nak mkn pun still talk abt work... thank god im not stayin with my dad.. if not.... evry mornin je.... wake up je.... sure disuss abt work... heheheehe...

Ohya talkin about work... last week i followed my dad... most his fwen dun believed dat i his engineer... hahhahah... y? cannot ekk? x kan engineer cannot dressup cantik2 n wearing make up? =P whenever i can impress my dad's fwen... i can see dat... my dad a bit proud of me... wlaupun sbnarnye i ni x tau pape... kuikuikui... btw now i lone ranger oredy... all da work i need to do by myself... what i can say... im do dat manje oredy tau! can independt oredy... ( in certain2 thingz onLy la.. heheheeh)

talkin abt independent.... how independent i am... i still need him... =) without his support, without his bebel'ness, without his mrh'ness, n without him... i dun think i can do all dis... thanks yoU... thanks being ere...

okay la .. time to work oredy... daaa..

new work, new ofis, new apartmt, new fwen, n new bf? :P wink wink wink...

Finally.... today i can curi sometym to membebel in my blog.. :))
Perhhh... i never thot my life gonna be dat bz.. since i resign from Seremben i still dun have tym to rest.. shopin laaaaagi la x.. waa... amazing btul... some1 like me dun have tym for shopin?? pelik bin ajaib tu.. hehehhe... but dats da true la.... week before raye i bz find da apartmnt... week on raye i bz do some study about work with my dad... ye la... my otak dah berkarat so i need to study back what i learn during my study... all my final year books i need to open back especially EMD book... eeee.. x suke! dah la dis subject cukup2 mkn je dlu n now need to master it.. well... what to do.. no choie... if not everyday kena tanye n kena marah with my dad if dun study... Actually few times i kna marah during raye bcoz i main2 je about work... dun finish da work given.. :'( mmg nangis la time tu... eventho workin with dad... marah tetap kena mrh.. x de langsung priority! huh! hahahahah...

and now week after raye which is last week im bz with work... lot of work need to be done.. from da design, set up ofis, supervise installation, report n paper work. everythin need to do... help me!!! feelin like i want to run.... serius tired! like today... im juz back from bank n after dis need to go puchong... but before dat i need to confirm something with En Zaki at UKM... so leceh dis keje.... so malas... ye la.. ofcourse he also bz with his work n not all da tym can layan me... but da problm is i need to finish dis task by dis week gak .. ye la dis task dah delay 1 week tau! mmg angin bos if tau ni... everythin keep on delayin... hmmmm i thot everythin will work as we plan, but nop. anythin can occur last minute... and after dat its depence on how we counter dat problem.. waaa.... so mencabar ye dis work...

by da way, since i work here lot of things i learn.. first thing i learn is... to be dicipline n organize person. dats da 1st thing i need to do.. ye la.. before dis i am unorganize person.. :P everythin i main belasah je... x pnah plan. but now cant like dat anymore.. if still like dat... susah la... even now.... i hve organizer oredy... jgn jelez... hahahha... (nampk sgt sblm ni x pnah plan keje :P) well.... dats me... hehehehe... besides dat i need to be honest.. honest in work, money, time ( so far in time not really la... sometime still wake up late ... ) almaklum la... x de org monitor.. so kadang2 tersasar gak la pagi... hehehehe.... apepun all dis.. i need to thank to my fwen. he help me a lot in terms of management. almaklum la... dia kan HR person.. so everythin need to be organize n details... he alwayz membebel whenever i goes wrong n mls.. ohya ya... u guyz know... starting last week n onwards... whenever i say words "MALAS" i need to pay RM 1. hahahah... when i think back, mcm budak2 pun ade... but dats da true... and now i thinks i had around RM40++ oredy boz dat word! n i still dun pay another RM10++ as punishment sayin dat word... later on i give k... :P remain me la about dat... by da way dis money later on gonna goes bak to me also.. as my saving.. heheheh... by da way... sometym dis way bagus gak... slowly i can delete dat "malas" word from my mind.. i hope so... we'll see later on k.... how effective dis method... :))

ok la... enuf talkin about work.... we talk about other thingz plak la... ohya... now i stay at damansara damai.. as usual la... i stay alone.. dun want to share house.. so mengade2 kan? hehehe.. boz of my mengade2'ness la susah nak cri apartment. ye la... i want to stay alone but at the same time want to find apartment dat affordable la.. finally i manage to get.. :)) eventho dat apartmt not dat big n cantik from outside but its ok la... most important no need to share... later on if confirm im gonna stay there for long time.... i nak cat my apartment.. yey! i want pink color! hmmm... how about pink n black? :PP hehhehe... we'll see k...

ok la... i need to go.. have work to do... nex time whenever im free i update my blog k... daaaaa.....

wekend yg memenat kan

Perhhh.. finally... all my stuff packed oredy.. thank god have my fwen. without his helped dun know la how im gonna kemas everythin. .. byk tuuuu.. especially clothes. Dam banyak! i juz noticed that . no wonder he marah me.. =P ok fwen/ after dis i wun do dat k. but can i? can i stop shopin? wink wink wink... =))



saturdy n sunday is my bzness day.. from mornin until nite we kemas2 n bring to Subang my dad house.. perhh.. penat gile tau! Ye la.. juz imagine... my apartm level 3.. no lift somemore.. mmg masak la.. i dun know how many times we trun n naik angkut brg2 espeially him.. maybe mine still can count la but not him.. pity my fwen.. but no choice. dat day only him free to help me muv out. thank u sooOOOOOOO u.. after dis i belanje'ness u k.. =)) but after settle everythin la.. ni after rya u need to help me againt tau.. muv my stuff tu my apartm. haaa.... dat 1 gonna be more more challenging.. hehehe.. my house level 3a n no lift also.. < tau ="P"> hope u dun mind...

hmmm.. instead of bz with pindah2 im also bz with work. everyday i need to travel to sg buloh. jauh tu.. thank god dis week not muh work so i can simply go work late..kuikuikui... like today, around 9 i woke up.. n around 12 only i go work.. hahahha.. itu pun after my dad call.. im so mls go work today.. tired la... penat last saturdy n sundy blum hilang lg daa... hve some pity on me a bit la dad... later on i fall sick if too tired. haaa.. sure myusah kan u smua... so beter dun push me too hard k. let me hve my enuf rest 1st before start work.. =P so teruk me kan? kan? ala... bkn sllu... skali skala je.. dua kli dua kala je.. 3 kli 3 kala je.. after dat berkali2.. berkala2 la... heeheheh.. juz jokin .. im not like dat la.. im not dat bad la eventho i famous with my lazyness.. =P when comes to work i serius.. i dun play play...

atually i hve so many things to talk.. to write.. but i really sleepy.. nex tym whenever i free n not bz'ness n rajin'ness.. i continue k..

daaa

keMalasaN tahap Maximum today.. =P

Pagi yang Indah.. Hopefuly today gonna be a gud gud day for me.. not like Yestrdy..

11.54 am.. hehhehe.. since puasa ni im sooo rajin look on da time.. kuikuikui... almaklum la.. menghitung hari kate kan.. =P by da way today im soooo sooo sooo hepy! nothin much to do.. dis morning i juz teman Cathy go bank... and do simple2 work.. Not like yesterday... :'( i dun like yesterdy.. so many things happen. from da personal thing until work thing.. everythin juz make me crY. i still remember.. yesterdy during da meeting i kna mrh ngn bos.. dis 1st time i feel so sad n feelin like want to cry infront of bos.. in front of others. i dun know why.. but its really2 make me crY. but i still manage to control my cRy la during da meeting eventho my eyes oredy banjir dat tym.. i tahan je.. when i think about it.. malu plak. i nangis infront of them..

hmmm not only dat... yesterdy somethg happen dat hurt me soo soo much. some1 dat i trust so so much break my trust.. its hurt me so much.. its like killin me! its not easy to put a trust on some1 rite? it might be take 1 sec @ 1 min @ 1 day @ 1 month @ 1 year to trust some1.. but to break it sooo easy.. it can take less then 1 sec rite? ( ehh to b logic a bit maybe less then 1 month la.. =P)



hmmm u know? sure u dun know rite?.. :) hmmm yesterdy my performance at work so so so bad! eventho i can finish all da work dat given by da boss on time but im fail in present it well.. lot of mistakes i do during dat presentation.. dats y la i kena mrh.. i think i deserve it kot.. i dun profesional. i dun know how to separe between work n personal.. da whole day i loss focus at work because im upsad with my fwen.. ok ok ok.. after i try my best to be profesional. i'll learn it... enuf la talkin about yesterdy.. nothin gud happen yesterdy.. all the bad bad n sad sad thing only.. dun want la think about it anymore.. what ever happen , life must go on rite??



ohYa.. today n tomorrow my bos not around.. yey! hehehehe... my bos goin to Penang.. so today nothin much to do la.. all da work done oredy.. so today is my lepak'ness day. kuikuikui... im juz bz whenever have project on progress or my bos go outstation.. dat time... hohohoho... jgn ckp la.. my bos cikit2.. rina... rina.. rina.. especially comes to da presentation things. all da slide i need to prepare as he want. sometym i need to do it 4-5 times .. baru la he satisfied. dat tym jgn ckp la.. i punya membebel... kalah mak nenek.. hhheeheh... ( but juz membebel dlm ati je la.. boss ma... whatever it is bos always right!) how cerewet he is... my bos still baik la.. (except but gaji thingzz =P)



after dis im gonna miss my bos.. Cathy.. Gordon... Azrin.. im gonna miss PPM.. ;'( End of dis month im gonna move from seremban.. im gonna work with my dad.. Gosh! now 3rd Sept oredy.. i have less than 1 month to find da house... i still dun find da house to stay... where im gonna stay ya??? actually i still dun know... HelP me..........

im a gud gud gurL today.. =P

Dis is mY faV place during fastinG month.... =P besttttttt.... in other words my bed! hehhehe..

2.45 pm.. hmmm nothin much to do.. actually have but im tooo lazy to do dat.. a bit tired.. a bit pening kpla today.. maybe bcoz not takin da balance food as my private doct said n membebel today.. =P ok la ok la.. today i eat rice with all balance food k doct?? with vegetabls and some dishes.. not mcD, not kenny Rodgers... not pasta.. not spagety anymore k.. :( ala... dats my Fav food! yummy... huhhuhu.. ohYa.. sudenly seeing my officemate bought starbucks make me sooo soo thirsty.. i want tooo . nevermind! tonite im gonna get my ice chocl with choc chip too!! huh!

k la.. nothin much to write.. saje gataL-GataLness isi my time.. kuikuikui...

mengisi masa lapang di bulan puasa.. kuikuikui... actually juz wake up from slep.. Lunch hour what....

selamat berpuasa...

yey... today im sooooo hepy eventho a bit tired.. =) sooo best can spend da whole week with mama at kelantan and also can breakfast togather-gather with my family.. well as usual la.. whenever wekend sure i will enjoy my slep.. like dat wekend.. hahahahah.. so teruk me kan? im woke up at 11++ AM. :p by da way mama is the coolest mama ( in certain thingz only la.. ) .. she dun kacau my slep at all.. hehheeh.. so ape lg.. lagi la menjadi2 my slept.. what else ya about my trip to kelantan? ohya.. during breakfast mama cooked soooo many thingz.. from ikan bakar, ikan stim.. ayam percik, ayam masak merah, and sooo many dishes n kuih.. yummy.. plus i bought so many things at bazar ramadhan .. i bought kebab, yang tau foo, martabak , some kuih kelantan n mcm2 la.. mama said like org x mkn setahun i bought food. hahhaahh... well whenever we hungry , everhthin look sedap rite? ala... mama pun ape kurangnye... so many lauk mama cook.. pendek kate.. like daughter like mama ( ehh like daughter like mama or like mama like daughter?.. nvermind la... as long bunyi same kan) .. =P well... dis time not only me goin back visit mama but my bro, my aunty's famly also.. and.... hmmmm my dad. dun want talk about him la.. juz spoil my mood je nanti. we talk about mama k. hmm mama mama mama... miss my mama sooo much. i still remember... everythime what to breakfast mama will ask me what i want to eat.. soo ape lg... mcm2 la i minta.. hehhe... and during sahur also mamaa will kejut me but only after few times she woke me up only.. bru i bangun... liat jugak ye i nak bangun.. like small kids! ( mama ckp la.. ) :P


im soo soo hepy... sure i'll miss dat moment.. last wek is the best wekend i think.. (if i not forget la... heheheh.. coz i ni kan short term memory.. easy to forget thingz).. ohya thank god on da way back i tringat dat my officemate kirim me keropok n serunding.. hampir2 terlupe tau! so i juz bought few la for them .. i bought where ya... i dun know la.. what i know.. pasar at... on da way back to kl.. hopefuly sedap la.. if x sedap juz sedap kan jugak la ye cathy n Unc. Gordn.. :)

hmmm... now im at seremban oredy.. back to work oredy.. ala.... x bestnye... :( by da way today i terbangun lambt.. around 8.45am only i sampai ofis.. the 1st officemate i saw dis mornin azrin.. hahah.. u know.. he kutuk me. td bcoz.... im wearing baju kebaya today.. wink wink wink... he said so ayu.. ala... actually perli me tu.. huh! like i dun know. ye la.. if not raya or weeding.. jgn harap la i akan pkai dis bju kurung.. =P actually ade cerite besides dis baju kurung.. hheheeh.. im wearing dis kebaya becoz.... all my office clothes still not sending to dobi.. tu je... hehhehe.. dats y la im wearing di kebaya today.. :) so today im a bit baik skit la.. ala ala perempuan mlayu terakhir .. kuikuikui.. so perasan..

ehh ok la... i want to start work.. sure lot of things need to be done.. biasala... starting of the week rite? da......

p/s: selamat berpuasa to alllll my fwens especially who's reading my blog.. =) nak minta maaf tp blum raye lg... nanti raye bru kite bermaaf maafan k??? bubye..

cant go back home tonite!!

4.27pm.. grrrrr...... im hungry.. :'( by da way today is my 1st day puasa.. dats Y i quiet lembik today.. plus i dun wake up for sahur.. dam lapar! mnyesal x bangun sahur td.. huhuhu.. tomorrow i need to take my sahur. i will! dun want to feel pening2 n weak anymore like today. lot of work cant be done.. juz do few calls only to sell da training/seminar to them.. by da way its hard la to sell dis training. i thot its easy. tp rupe2 nye x. not easy as i thot.. hmmm i really hope i can sell as much as i can but.. looks like 1 pun x de so far.. ;'( Plus most da calls dat i make today doesnt help much. most of da client gatalness only. huh! waste my time je.. nvermind. not my luck i think.. nex week i'll try somemore n try sell as much as i can.. wish for me k?? enuf about work... talk about other things la plak..

yey! tonitee im goin back to kelantan.. goin back with my bro.. so dat i can sleep all da way to kelantan as usual.. hehehehe.. hopefuly i can arrive home before subuh la.. so dat i can sahur with mama.. i miss mama's cook sooo much. miss mama wake up me for sahur.. miss everythin la.. la la la.. cant wait to go home tonite! mmiss mama sooooo much! miss to manja n mengade'ness with mama.. hehehhe...

k la.. i have to go.. i continue membebel nex tym k.. huh! somehow today some1 call me like membebel.. huhuhu. nvermind. i dun mind.. yg pentg im hepy... :)

p/s: thanks to my fwen coz helpin me with dis cute blog.. hhehheeh..

Once In A Blue Moon... :)

now bru 4.30 pm.. still have 1 hour tym before go back.. nothin much to do.. actually have but mls. not in da mood i think. ye la.. after what happen last nite n dis mornin.. ofcourse its effect me a lot. escpecially my mood bcoz i dun get enuf slep. as someone used to say dat im like a baby.. need to have enuf n gud slep . If not i can fall sick. huh! by da way its true.. :P hehhehe..

last few days i cant slept. so end up havin fever n flue now. eh not H1N1 tau! its hard for me to slept espcly havin flue. feelin cant breath at all while sleepin.. huhuhu.. cepat2 la my flue recover. cant tahan oredy.. i miss my slept. miss havin gud gud slept.. sleepin like a baby.. hahhhaah..

ohya .. you know... somehow today i got flowers.. im never thot gonna get dat.. i think quiet long i dun get any flowers.. ya la.. dun hve anyOne want to gve me flower.. pity me rite? huhuhu... actually im really hepy when get dat flower.. but as usual la me kan... always cold.. :P "Hot and Cold".. so i juz pretend i dun like la.. sebenarnye deep inside... soo soo sooo hepy.. never thot gonna get flower.

thanks for the flower... :)

hmmmm 4.50pm.. ala.... still early...i want go home.. im so sleepy here plus its raining now.. sooo best if can slep.. la la la.. k la.. nothin to write somemore... daaaa.......

surprise... hehhehe.. nver thot gonna get dis... thanks for dis flower..

Positive Thinking for a healthy Mind...

Actually i juz like dat gajah pict only.. so cute! dat gajah wearing lipstick i think.. :)) hehehehe.... its remain me of something.. dat gajah2 song. a'ah la... im kind of forget oredy about dat gajah2 song.. but it doesnt mean i want to forget.. but i juz terforget.. heheheh




12.30 pm.. well... its time for lunch.. :(( hmmm what i want to do ekk? nothin.. plus i dun have mood to do anythin. somehow today im really2 not in mood. .. dun know whY..
hmmm i really bored here.. Cathy N Gordon out for lunch.. azrin meeting with the bos.. juz leave me alone here with the HR.. ohya.. today's is da last day for our HR consultn. yey! heheheh.. im really hepy.. feel so great without him around.. without him lookin at what we doing.. and so on.. yahoo... tomorrow gonna be a merdeka day for us.. not tanggal 31 but tanggal 25 august. hehheeh.. lalala...

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hmmm.. i bru kuar dr blk bos.. i juz feel want to cry.. help me...... im so stress.. i wish i can run.. run from all dis... :'(

i cant be positive thinkg anymore at dis time... i juz want to runnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Selamat berpuasa semua.... :)

coz im da one full with energy.. so i la need to bring her to playground.. hehheeh...

on da way to Kajang takin my convo pict... she's so hungry dis time... pity her rite? ok baby... ur aunty gonna by u mcD .. lets go... :P but before dat we need to pick some1 at kajang.. so dat... he can drive while we enjoy our aiskrim.. hehhehehe

dis sofia soooooooooooo chubby... berat ooo... im always sakit my back cary her.. huhuhu..

she's soooooooooooo hot ... like her aunty kot.. hahhahaahhaha.. well bile lg nak perasan! :P

she always want me to coloring her book especially im on da phone .. talkin with my fwen.. she's jelez if im not layan her but layan others.. hhehehe...

mornin ... as usual today is monday.. ala... x best nye starting of da week.. :( sure gonna be lot lot work n maybe gonna be bored.. hopefuly not la. ye la.. we start fasting oredy.. sure gonna be a bit tired n flat. rite rite ? puasa ma... (p/s: actually im not fasting yet. :P have a gud mc from god.... ) heheheh.. eventho im not fasting yet but i represent all my fwen who's fasting la... hehehhhe.. pity my officemate who's fasting.. sure gonna be tired if we still go to the site dis week rite? dun want la... pity us la bos... :'((

talkin about ramadhan.. hmmm i miss my mama.. miss mama's cook. hehhehe.. sure mama masak sedap2.. ala... wanna go home.. but when?? haaa.. nex wek gonna be public holiday rite? merdeka day! yahooo... merdeka! semangat ni nak sambut merdeka.. kuikuikui... so dat i can go back home nex week. want back to kelantan.. :P

last wekend nothin much i do la.. just back to puchg n be a babysitter to sofia.. miss dat sofia.. miss she kacau me, miss she calling me kak Na, miss main2 wit her.. miss jalan2 wit her.. miss everythin la.. hehehe.. i still remember yesterday... i bought McD during lunch hour .. ehh not for me la.. for baby sofia.. pity her la.. she's hungry.. so i go mcD.. drive thru je la.. malu nak masuk beli actually.. :) hehheeh.. pity my fwen.. he's da one drive actually.. sure other think he x puasa.. well.. in da car not only sofia enjoy da aiskrim n fries... me too. yummy.. :)) hmmm you... thanks. thanks become our driver dat day.. hehheeh.. and let us enjoy da aiskrim.. :P sofia sooooo hepy can had her fav aiskrim...

dats y i bring sofia to kajang.. to take my convo pict there.. hhehe,. so that i have gud2 reason to buy mcD.. sure they dun look like i x puasa.. .. by da way dat pict sooo sooo sooo cantik especially family photo.. later on i paste in my blog k. hmmm just 1 thing.. my mama not in dat pict. i wish mama also in dat pict. its ok la... sometime not everythin works as we want rite? eventho mama not in dat photo but she's always in my heart.. maybe next time i go back kelantan i can take another convo pict with her. yes! i'll take my convo pict with mama 1 day..

k la.. i can merepek so much now.. my HR here sudah jeling2 at me.. lookin what im doin..

alamak! i still gve him my passport photo.. aduhhh.. sure he will be bising after dis.. pekak kan telinga je la.. kuikukuikui...

k.. daaaa

doing audit at Recron..

yey! now im feelin soooo hepy eventho tired.. weird rite? hehhehe.. maybe bcoz im so enjoyin my work today... dis morning we goin to Recron at nilai doing some audit there.. yes. a bit tired but its much much better bcoz dat place not dat hot as 'sauna room' like other site. :P and today also im learning new things.. yey! now i know oredy how the audit be done.. owhhh .. not dat tough la.. kacang je... but a bit dangerous la.. if tersenthuh any live wire.. fuhhh.. masak trus. by da way today few times i do mistakes. i nearly touching dat live thingz.. perhhh.. scary.. i dun notice dat my hand gonna touch dat part. hehhhe.. Mr Tushar da most worry about me.. im a bit careless i think. not like my partner. ok ok.. after dis im gonna learn evrthin about da safety. i'll watch out dat nex tym. as Mr Tushar said.. ''Rina, careful! dats live! safety 1st!''. :P

by da way .. when im arrived at dat plant, all the technician there kind of weird lookin at me.. they kind of dun believe seeing me doing all dat works.. all my hands n clothes get dirty while doing all those works.. they look impress.. and as usual la.. im gonna be perasan n bangga kejap la.. hahhahah. and the worst part im pretend to be gud n expert infront of them.. well.. bile lagi kan nak perasan.. padahal i know nothin. to connect the ct's also im not sure. thank god ade azrin.. :P selamat i. if not sure kena marah with my fav consultant, Mr Tushar. ohya talkin about him.. dis saturday he's goin bak to India oredy.. alaaa.... ;( im gonna miss him. he alwayz make me laugh with his kacau'ness kacau'ness towards me .. and he always give me choc especially when he's wanna stop somewhere n want take his dessert ( his dessert is cigerates :)) dis few weeks he teach us a lot of thingz.. especially about works.. thanks mr Tushar... gonna miss u later on. here some pict i take today... :P as usual la... i ni possing je lebih.... kje nye tidak.. hehheeheh

dis is power analyser... im still learning how to used dis equipmt.. azrin... u need to teach me tau!

im tryin to get the voltage reading from the panel.. ok la.. im not dat pendek tau! i can reach there.. see see see???

its danger!!! i knpw dat.. hhehehe

muka comot.. m tired oredy.. and bucuk oredy. la la la la.. times to go home....

dis is my partner, azrin. he help me a lot! btw sure after dis u gonna miss me rite azrin? ;P heheheh.. ye la... after dis we cannot possing2 n takin pict togather-gather at da site anymore.. i think most da site we took pict rite? :)

ala.. dun want la talk about it yet. its juz make me sad. we enjoy dis momemnt 1st k.. when the times for me to go... bru kite sedih2 k fwen.. enjoy dis moment 1st... ohya... tomorow we gonna go USJ n Cyberjaya. ok azrin, get ready to possing2 at our next visit.. i want to take lot lot of pict there as momento... coz after dis i'll gonna miss workin with u.. miss possing2 with u at evry our visit..

im so stress...

mornin.. today im so early arrived office... im the one open da doors everythin.. usually im da last coming to da office.. always late.. :) hhehehe.. last nite i cant slep well.. lot of thingz cross my mind.. sudenly everythin gonna be change. all dis things make me scared.. feelin want to cry.. actually im criyin oredy last nite..
hmm.. before dis evrthin work as i plan.. my life so smooth.. i have my work.. i have gud officemate here.. i have gud apartment.. i have my paris hilton room.. i have a nice2 bed.. i enjoy my work... i luv my work here eventho da salary not dat gud but i like working here coz i like doing marketing. i can dress up cantik2.. wearing nice2 clothes.. meet-up with lot lot of guys n sometime give me chances to flirt i think.. :P and da most important i enjoy my work here most da time.. most da things work properly for me. work as i wish... but i think not anymore after dis... sudenly evrythin gonna be chaged. im not in my comfort zone anymore. not anymore! all dis make me scared.. help me... what shud i do? what'z gonna be happen to me? sudenly i wish i can turn back. im so scared now.. help me... i hope my dad have backup plan for me.. honestly when my dad tell me about whats goin on yesterday... i fell so mad! im agry with him.. sudenly in start to blame him.... but after sometime i realize.. by blaming him nothin can change.. what shud i do now is come out with my new plan.. lets me think 1st..

hmmm k la.. after dis i need to go nilai.. do audit there.. i want to take my bfast 1st....

site work...

here im sharing with u all some photos dat i took yesterday.. :) well... dis the last thingz dat we need to do.. check n testing da last panel... finally we do the servo panel.. im so amaze with dis servo panel.. patut la the price for dis equipment dam mahal.. dis servo so canggih.. if u all c how its operate sure u will amaze.. :) eventho im still new in dis field... still not enuf knowledge about dis servo panel but im a bit proud to my self bcoz at least i had contribute something in dis project.. eventho juz a small part only.. heheheheh... at least i know something dat u all dun know maybe.. :P so after dis its more easier for me to do marketing about dis product.. coz i know how its operate n so on.. plus i had hands on it also.. so bangga... hahahaha... so perasan kan i? nevermind... gve me chance la to perasan a bit dis tym .. :)
ohya.. dun forget to my partner coz he help me a lot! thanks azrin.. without u... mati i.. hhehehe.. coz i dun know anything. actually most da work he done.. i ni post je lebih.. kihkihkih... jgn mare..

before start da work.. im so excited... stilll fresh kate kan.. :) dis is our fav room.. we call it 'sauna room'.. hehehehe.. welcome to da sauna room ..

ha... ni la servo panel.. dam berat n dam big. i still remember. dat day azrin n i need to remove dis panel.. OMG! berat gile! lastly ende-up my hand sakit n merah.. and i think sure azrin worst than me.. ala... he's guy.. im sure he ok with dat rite? (p/s: are u ok azrin? hehehhe.. if x ok pun, ok kan la jugak.. :P)

well... dis is servo controller.. yey! i know how to remove it.. to open it.. im expert oredy .. finally.. i can do it by my self.. :)

so comot.. tired oredy ma... juz want go home dis time...


yey! im done my work.. lets go home azrin... im tired!! sure u more more tired than me.. coz u do more work than me.. ohya.. you know.. i still remember, yesterday twice my partner gettin electric shock! thank god dia x pape.. i think after dis we need to stress to our boss about the safety tools n gloves la... i dun want to get dat shock.. i blum kawin lagi tau!!

today is tuesday..

stress stress stress... today im soooo stress. lot of thingz happen.. from the work thingz until the personal thingz... arghhhh.. :'( im really2 want to cry... i think, i cried oredy. but cried deep inside la.. :'( hmmm... i wish i can run a way from all dis... but i cant. no choice. i like it or not, i need to face it. . caiyok caiyok rina! u can do it!!! huhuhu..

today i juz arrived home around 9 pm... as usual... today we goin to da site againtz.. dam tired! i thot everythin can be settle by today but its not work as we plan. last minute few problms occur.. huhuhu... dats mean 2morow we still need to go there.. no choice.. hmmm 2day i spend like hell. ya la.. i need to pay for dis, for dat .. n plus all the client n Mr Tushar foods. i wish my Uncle Gordon there.. hahhahah .. so dat i no need to used my money.. :P kihkihkih... and now i realize how important my uncle Gordon be around... im totally broke oredy.. i had 3 claims dat still not clear by company.. Cathy.... cepat2 la get back to office n clear up all my claims... im broke oredy.. :'(

hmmm... dis week my schedule quiet pack.. until friday i'll be buzy... goin here, goin there, do that, do this.. kurus la mcmni.. hehhehe.. but ok what. so dat no need for me to diet.. :) talkin about diet.. nex week gonna be fasting month oredy.. so gonna be diet month for me i think. ya la... im quiet picky in terms of food... hopefuly im not goin to da site anymore la.. x sanggup... huhuhu.. pity me la boss... im prettty sure that nex week, on the 1st week of fasting month im gonna be flat.. passive at the office.. hhehehe.. get ready la my office mate ya.. dun ask me if u look me sleepy... slow in doin works, blurr2 n so on.. hhehehehe...

k la... im sleepy oredy.. to upload my photo at side today also im a bit lazy.. :) tomorow la k fwen i upload.. gud nite... time to sleep.. daaa

today is saturday...

hmmm... today lot of things happen.. ade yg hepy... n ade gak yg sedih.. :( but dis is life rite? not everthin will work as we plan, as we wish, & as we want rite... ?? hmmm dis mornin actually m not feelin well but i try to be strong.. im degil want to go rehearsal for my convo gak.. so today i went to uniten also eventho the doct dun let me to do dat.. :) dis mornin i woke up with the pink mood. somehow today im so gatalness want to wear selendang. my favorite selendang (pink one) :P so today eventho im feelin a bit weak but with the pink mood im become stronger .. .. around 9 am i reach my beloved UNITEN.. waa.... so ramai students attend the rehearsal.. everyOne excited about the convocation.. ya la... who's not excited rite? finally... after a long long journey yg penuh berliku-liku... akhirnye we manage to graduate.. kind of proud about myself la.. eventho my result not dat gempak.. kihkihkih... yg pentg i manage to get my degree in eletrical power... bangga kejap.. :P

dis mornin i meet with lot lot of my fwen... so during the briefing we talk n talk n talk n talk... so many things we want to borak.. ya la... quiet lama we not meet rite.. so bile lg... ini la masa nye... hmmm somehow i miss my study life... what i can.. study life la plg best! i miss it so much.. da most thingz i miss my fwen... i miss them so much. a lot of thingz we gone thru.. from the sadness until happiness.. we share everythin.. i hope ourfwenship will long lasting.. by da way today we dun have time to take pict. evry1 kind of bz do dat do dis.... so i juz manage to take pict with nurul n Qis only.. ok guyz.. we will take a lot lot lot of pict during our big day dis sunday K! :)

tOdaY im SooOOOO hepy.. i meet-up my fwenz, my best fwenz, n my dad. and also i got my pink camera also.. Yey!!! so dis sunday i can take pict with my pink camera oredy.. Thanks.. thanks soo much!!! Luv so much dat camera! im so hepy today... i hope i can replace all my sadness with dis happinest.. i wish too... talkin about my sadness...hmmmm dis sunday is my convo day.. but my mama will not come.. im quiet sad actually.. its ok la.. whatever it is i try to understand her.. i Luv u mama...

another thingz... before dis m always berangan to celebrte my convo with my beloved.. i want to share my big day with someOne i Luv, SomeOne special to me .... but i dun think it will bcome reality eventho now i have another 2 extra invitation card.. (p/s: thanks for my abang angkat for gettin me dis extra card..) whom ya im gonna give another 2 invitation card ya? hmm maybe 1 i will gve to my brother. so that he can join my dad n my sist coming my convo day.. another 1 i dun know yet to give whom... i want to give him but.... i dun think he want... hmmm kind of membazir if juz let it like dat. ya la.. evryOne willing to pay another $50 for extra invitation card. but me??? hmmm.. i wish he will be there during my convo... i hope he know how much i want to c him during my big day.. ya... i know.. im a bit ego.. i want him to be there but i never told him... a'ahhh! juz forget it rina... it will not become reality rina! stop berangan! wake up!

ok la... im sleeply oredy.. hopefuly i can slep tonite.. n my fever will not bother my slepp..

Actually da doct dun let me go there, but m so degil .... :P

I miss my fwen soooo much!!

i miss my mama....

dis my mama.. i miss her so much now... :'(

huhuhu... yesterday... today n tomorrow i on leave.. actually MC ... doct gave me MC so dat i can get enuf rest... huhuhu.. so borink here.. juz mkn tdo mkn tdo n mkn tdo je... all dis boz of my fever n flue la... eh not H1N1 tau! juz normal fever.. i think maybe boz last few week im too bz n too tired workin i think.. dats y dis week flat oredy.. demam oredy.. hahhaha..

hmmmm today... da whole day at home and takin medic only make me feel miss my mama.. i miss my mama soooo mucH! i wish i can go home.. usually whenever im sick, mama will take care of me... cook my fav food.. make me milo n so on... huhuhu.. ;'( i want go home.. i miss mama.. i wish rite now im at home. so dat im not feelin so lonely like today... im havin fever but no one's here to take care of me... my dad, my sist, my aunty, my fwen, n ... evryOne bz with their work.. their things... no choice rite? hmmm im so sad.. few times i cryies today.. i miss mama.. i want go home.. i want slep with mama... i want be hug by mama.... i want eat mama's cook, i want manja2 with mama, i want baring2 at mama... i want everythin with mama... :'( mama.... i miss u... especially now... today few times i call mama.. talk with mama .. n cries at mama... like baby oredy i think today... hmmm mama... i want go home... :'( i wish i can fly.. so dat i can fly go back kelantan... but i cant..

hmmm mama... i miss my mama now.... i want go home... :'(

k la.. i want to slep. .. dat medic make me sleepy oredy... hmmm mama... i miss u sooo much mama.. i want to dream of mama tonite... i miss my mama so much!

Finally....

baby sofia... Im coming... tomorow we go jalan2 k.. im gonna be ur babysitter tomorow...
(P/s: can i be gud aunty n gud babysitter?? hikhikhik.. will c k.. :P)

hehehe... finally all my work done oredy.. all the preparations for my bos trip to Philippines done oredy.. bahagia nye hidup... :) after 2 weeks we suffered, rite now everyOne can smile oredy.. The worst day is today.. Ya la.. can u imagine.. within 1 hour i need to prepare new topics n make it slides! stress tu.. and i cryin oredy for a while dis mornin .. :P Thank god my YM fwen help me.. Thanks You.. hmmm talkin about him.. sudenly i feel.. kind of miss him.. i think quiet long we not meet.. n sometime i kind of forget oredy about him.. i dun know.. its not bcoz i want to forget but i need to forget. its complicated! i dun want to talk about it bcoz i oredy made my decision.. so i should kept it dat way.. whatever it is.. i cant look back rite? ya.. maybe one day i will regret but its ok.. at least i will learn somethg from it.. i cant be like before dis anymore.. i need to be strong! i need to be brave! i need to be independent! most important i need to luv my self 1st! Dun let anyOne hurt me anymore! caiyok caiyok! u can do it Rina!!





well.. tomorow is saturday ... yey!!! what i want to do ekk???? shoping?? :( cant la... broke oredy.. i need to pay dat.. to pay dis.. huhuhu... im pokai oredy.. pity me.. btw last wek bru je shoping.... thanks You.. im soooo hepy last wek... all the clothes n shoe i bought still not wear.. heehhe... eh next next wek my convocation.. i want a new kasut... {Rina say : " hmmm you.... i want a new kasut??? can i ?? "} hehehhe.. u promise oredy .. :P dun forget!





Ohya.. tomorrow i need to go puchong la... tomorow i become babysitter.. my aunty ask my help to jaga baby sofia... dis cutey sofia... so nakal.. n so mengada2.. hikhikhik.. like me la.. i miss her so so sooooooooo much! cant wait to go Puchong.. k la... its 5.30 oredy.. time to go home... nyeh nyeh nyeh.. bubye bos...

i need a break... :'( wish i can have a holiday

How tired i am.. i still need to go work.. :( what to do.... how tired u are u still need to smile rite?

Today is Thursday... i wish today is Saturday! dis weeek i'm too bz.. Lot of work need to be done. Exausted oredy! huhuhu... Since Mondy i cant breath.. i need to do dat.. to do dis... sometime x cukup tangan .. Thank god i have a gud-gud officemate.. They help me a lot! without them i think sure i can handle all dis.. Dis week every day i came back late.. well... what to do.. work rite? Sometime i wish i dun work.. so dat i can juz relex - relex n enjoy my life.. fill my time with reading novel, shopin, jalan2, n lepak2 .. can ekk?? hmmm x jugak.. coz after dat sure i gettin bored and most dangerous im will gettin fat! Dun want! :P hmmm how about do bissnss? interesting.. my dream is to open da butik. Rina's butik! hehehehe... so dat i can shop for my butik. besides that i also can travel finding the nice-nice n gud-gud clothes for my butik. :) well... dats only dream... i dun know either i can achieve it or not.. Life not simple as dat rite?

k la.. enuf for berangan'ness rina! back to work.. Dis wekend my bos will not around.. yahhhoooo! but..... there are a lot of things need to be done by me n azrin! huh! x bestnye.. i thot we can enjoy if bos not around.. :(

Da whole day at the site... juz back home at 9.30 pm... sooooo tired! n da whole body sakit.. pity me rite?

Hari-hari yang bucuk! (part 2)

everyone dah mula kepanasan...



hmmmm ape ke bende la ni...... dun know how ti fix it. stress stress!!

i want to go home!!!! lets go ..........

huhuhu......

yey! i manage to do it! yes!

hari-hari yg bucuk! (part 1)

Pagi yang indah di Guest house..


v enjoy our morning there... every1 can smile ...


Tengahari yang nyaman lagiii...



Tengahari yang mula terasa panas... terasa tension but v still can smile...

everyone mula terasa panas.. terasa stress..

hari yg memenatkan.. da whole day at the site :P

as usual... yesterday v go to da site againt.. but dis tym da whole day v there... fuhhh.. penat gile.. at the end of the day every1 end-up wangi semerbak! hahahah... dat's place dam hot! like sauna place oredy.. so dat i need to drink more more water. if not i can b dehidrated! well... as usual la.. my job more on supervised n minitoring only.. hikhikhik.. most da job my partner done.. he's gud in dat.. actually i'm not fast learner la.. i need sometym to absord dat la... so i need sometym la to understand whats goin on at the site.. i used gear 1 only ma... not like him.. gear 5 trus... fuh!! by da way talkin about him... last nite he admitted hospital.. da whole nite our Uncle G take care of him.. settle the form evrythin... so baik kan our fwen.. i think he dehidrated.. ya la... at da site only me n G kept on drinked water eventho v r not doin anythin.. :P so teruk kan?? ehh but i ade gak buat somethg tau.. dunt under estimate me tau... i try to open the panel.. fix it.. open the controller n others small small work. feelin proud kjap to myself.. (perasan betul!) i hope cepat2 la my partner sihat.. lot of work to do .. plus byk i x tahu buat.. i need ur help la azrin... i doa u cpt2 sembuh tau!

k la... i have work to do.. plus dun know what else want 2 write... bubye....

p/s : while i writing dis blog, my fwen r enjoyin da meetin with the bos. hikhikhik... gud luck Gordon... dun fall slept tau inside eventho i know how sleepy u r now.. :P

on site day... :P

Pagi yang indah... on da way to da ofis... by da way i cant come late oredy to da ofis.. wory the HR will be bising. huh!


At the side... OMG! what dis??? so scared... its live ! cant simply touch. if not i can bcome ayam bakar there. hikhikhik...


Rina : " is dat safe ??"
Azrin : "Lets me check 1st."



huh! i'm sooo comot.. down here soooooooooooo hot! cant tahan wooo...

How hot dis place i want to look hot also... hahahahh ..

fuhh... finally... hari yg meletihkan dah berakhir.. da whole day at the site.. sooooooo tired and sooooo bucuk! hahahahh... evryone mandi peluh hari ni... baru la sehati sejiwa rite?? :P well.. today i'm wearing green shirt and the black slack... at the end of the day i'm end-up sooo comot.. all my clothes full with debu n habuk.. by da way... the surprise thing is, eventho td i mandi peluh but my make still maintain tu... still x rosak.. waaa.... kagum kejap with estee lauder make up. so my fwen smua... if u planning to go to da site but still want to look great in the make up... guna la Estee lauder. Gerenti x rosak. dijamin 100%. ( test oredy by me) hahahah...

ok go back to da site today... dis is 1st tym i'm goin to see all that things.. ok la.. not that bad la... ala... only at the basement carpark. sure la panas a bit rite? but i still can tahan la.. actually most the tym i juz monitor n supervise je.. hikhikhik... alll the job done by my partner. Thanks azrin... :P if u x de i dun know la what happen.. sure at the end of the day gordon yg kna buat. Eventho he's not engineer. but he's much much much better than me i think.

yey! today v had our lunch at Madam kwan's. Hopefuly our lunch today can be claim la.. Jimat duit kitorg.. hikhikhikhik...

by da way tomorow i'll go to the site againt... yes! i like. so that x de la borink tperap kat ofis.. rsa cepat je msa blalu... hmmm tomorow what color ekk i want to wear ya... let me think tonite... :P yang pasti i want to look great eventho will end-up bucuk..

k la.. i think i want to go back oredy.. want to take my shower... cant stand oredy the gatal'ness - gatal'ness all over my body.. plus tomorow i need to wake up early.. huhuhu... daaa